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Novem­ber 28 2009 is the 332nd day of the year (333rd in leap years) in the Gre­go­rian cal­en­dar. There are 33 days remain­ing until the end of the year 2009 and 1118 days to the End of the day — 2012 remem­ber ehh.. !!!. And this is also the day when I, yours truly turn 26 Earth Years old.

Lot of peo­ple I have seen write about their b’day cel­e­bra­tion or about their new goals they want to achieve on this day i.e. their birth­day. Very true they want to reflect on what is hap­pen­ing and where they wanted to see them­selves in the years to come. It’s one spe­cial day they don’t want to for­get and want to keep mak­ing it spe­cial and impor­tant every com­ing year. Every­thing sounds per­fect isn’t it. But isn’t the age 26 to young enough to start doing the intro­spec­tion of what they are and what they have become. This is a really funny age some feel its the mid life cri­sis where as some see it being old.

So for a moment even I thought that I should start doing some intro­spec­tion but than I felt like despis­ing me. Why? Is it because that I haven’t real­ized like super­man of any super­pow­ers? or I haven’t made it to the Forbes 500 mag­a­zine? Or is it because I don’t have a mil­lion bucks in my bank till now? ——- No sim­ply for the rea­son that it does not change things much for me. I believe its a state of mind or state of life for e.g.

I am still a man made of flesh, bones and 70% of water with con­stant tus­sle between mind and heart. I have not given up mate­ri­al­is­tic desires and became a saint. Its for the sim­ple con­vic­tion that the things hap­pen as it needs to be in order over time. Nor do I say that you should stop doing any­thing and wait for the right time. If you plan for it you tend to start chas­ing it and either fin­ish up fail­ing  or real­iz­ing it at the cost of the lost good time. Its all about mak­ing choices.

So what am I think­ing or plan­ning.. frankly speak­ing noth­ing .…..I am not the “Think­ing man”. The only plan as of now is to make enough of so called life or what its called liv­ing life king size. Liv­ing every day as it comes and not worry about the end of days .